The Marriage Figaro

Things kinda messed up lately… heard friends of my mom are getting divorce. Some making progress to the law firm, some separate and fighting for stuffs that i cant understand. And heard some ‘stories’ from the past of someone’s marriage. It’s happy and hilarious to listen to the happy part when how they met, how they fall in love, how their loves went on, but its disappointing when they come to the part where they got their own problems. I felt like love won’t last long. When problems comes bigger to the surface, love is actually a fragile linkage to 2 completely strange.

I don’t believe in forever love. Don’t ask me why, I just think that that is impossible. In the sense that I saw many people complaining their own partners, getting tired of having a partner tying them up for freedom, they even choose not to have married if they had a chance to choose all over again.

However someone tell me to look at a good example – my parents. they are together since long enough to blow away my thoughts of no forever love thingy. But i couldn’t got convince enough to change my thoughts. I could only say that my parents are special. Mom & Dad sacrificed a lots of stuffs to hold on until now. I’m not sure I can do this for just the sake of love… yes, maybe its for the kids after that. But thats just too much! Way too much for my pride I guess… Some people said too that I haven’t find my true love, thats why I can talk big and crap here. However, thats still not convincing enough.

I know. In this age, I shouldn’t be talking all this, concentrate in studies and making money. I just can’t help it. Things poped up on my mind, expressing it out is rather better than repressing it. this way I won’t be explode with secrets that I over heard all the time. >_<