me AND ME

I want to shout,

I want to cry,

I want to dance till I fall;

Now I realise, Its stress.

This week is the exam week, how long since I care about exam? How long since I have stress for exam? Or just say, Until when do I remember about exam.

Its getting worst. Things coming in and out so frequently. I’ll got scold, I be the blame. No way, Its not what she wanted. I want she to be happy, give her want she wanted. I have a lot of spaces for things.

This exam is different. Thoughts make everything different. I care about this exam, I aspect for all A’s and now, what do I got? The more I care, the more stress I am. This exam really had driven me crazy. I wanted to throw away everything and relax.

No way!! I know you more, if you let go, you’ll regret for your life. This is not the 1st time of you thinking of letting go, but this is your 1st time of not letting go!!! Think of what you’ve come across in the past. You hate it. I know it, its too strong in me.

My dear, I do not have the talent to study!! I do not have talent in anything! I’m so useless. I am never the best. Why do I have to be here? I even feel headache every time after the exam. I wanted to let go , It really feels better!!

You may not be talented, or can say not everyone are talented. They give a lot of effort on things they achieved. You can see it through the athletes. You know how tough is their training to achieve such result!!! AND YOU WANTED TO GIVE UP THIS EARLY!!!!!!!??????

I gotcha.
Thank you. Gambateh and do your best. I’m always with you =)