Some issues kept bugging my head since working, but yesterday is the most terrible day of all! It changed from bugging silently to pictured really image bugging!
It came off into a dream, and its so real and scary… I know thats the reality that i hv to face somehow. Until now I still cant accept that I’m a music tutor. I dont recognise myself as that. How people are going to recognise me?! Teacher said that I can strive for that qualification later, but what I was thinking is that, since I don’t hv the qualification, why do I start teaching! I't’s humiliating for both me and the parents!
Why do I accept the offer at the 1st place?
I don’t know…
Sometimes people ask me: You can teach edi meh?
Then the only thing I can reply with a cut in my pride: Ya, the lower grade 1.
I feel like quiting the job. Can I do that?
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