the Rose talk

Do i like roses? I think I don’t hate them, everyone like to look at beautiful things.
Roses are beautiful, especially white roses. 
I love the smooth texture on the petals, comfortable colour with the layers of petal arranged in a romantic way.
I got some of them in my room today, its beautiful to look at, too beautiful, too pure and holy.

However, they don’t last long.
Asking myself, how long can this beauty last for? 2 days? 1 week? And thats all?
I have to throw the dead rose away? 
Now, this is painful. Convince myself, i don’t like rose,
because it don’t last long;
because i feel uncomfortable when i know there is the end.

It’s beautiful if it last.
It’s torturing when it wilt.